Oh Kami, I need some relaxation. NOW!!! //English, private, kakaomælk//

"Sure? Did seem ta get ya harder, the other thing..." she teased.

"Ah.. well.. that.. that's all.. well. It's.. different," he stammered.

She grinned. "Ya're in for a treat come next holiday, 'ttebane" she promised in a purr.

"It'suhmah. Just that. It's.. it doesn't.. it's more about you and me when it's not so - soh - so --- yknow. Porny," he finished in a low voice.

"Mmhmm... Well... I can still be a tad rougher if ya like it so much, 'ttebane. Without venturing that far."

"I.. don't really know - uhm. What I want. Iah. Like most of it but.. I'm not.. Afterwards it sometimes feels. Uhm. A little weird."

"Ah. Well... Just once in a while, then." she smiled and turned to kiss him.

"Yeah.. well.. depends. On what you'd.. rather do, of course." He shifted a little.

"Mm... I won't mind shifting roles once in a while.." gently running her hand down his side.

"I know I'm not very.. very.. okay, very male, okay? I'm working on it," he said quickly.

She gently shook her head. "No need to. I love you just the way you are, 'ttebane." kissing his nosetip ever so gently. "Only do it if you want to."

"I do want to. It just.. feels like I'm putting on a role, and then I don't want to do it. Or maybe not being manly is the role. Aw, I've no idea," he ranted.

"What d'ya feel most comfortable with? This.. Or taking charge?"

"Well... I don't wanna.. just throw you around and.. and use you," he said slowly.

"Then don't." she simply said with a shrug. "Only do what you're comfortable with, 'Nato. Don't feel forced into doing something else."

"Yeah, but," he sighed and drew her in close - "then I wouldn't do ANYTHING. Well, maybe homework and being nice to people. You kinda pushed me in the start, and that... worked out pretty well."

"well, ya... Ya like it now, dontcha?"

"Oh hell yes," he said very determinedly.

A small grin, then she was kissing him again. "Well. Still. Don't do anything you don't want to. You shouldn't have to."

"Kinda.. kinda hard when it obviously turns me on and I don't even know what I want." He grew sullen, remembering that whole Genma thing (and just what the hell HAD been up with that?!)

"Ah.... Yea, that's a problem." she muttered, furrowing her brows a little. "Anyway. If... If we ever do something you find yourself regretting just the least bit afterwards.... Tell me, ne?"

"But that'll just make you upset as well - and how will you know I don't like it if I don't tell you to stop while you're at it?"

A small sigh. "I dunno. I just... Don't want you to go through with things you in reality would rather be without."

He sighed. "I know. Just - don't feel bad about it. I.. I wanna try stuff too. I'm just... New to this. N'all."

A small nod. "I'll do my best. Move slow. It's what feels the best, either way." a small smile.