Hvad mon der sker nu? (privat - mulig kakaomælk. Be warned! and now semi english!)

Ray blev lidt nysgerrig og satte sig hen over Jayce's ben imens han lænede sig ind over ham hans albuer sad nede langs Jayce's side og hans hænder holdet Ray's hovedet oppe "Hvad er ikke en god ide?"

Jayce så overrasket på Ray der sad halvt oven på ham.. WTF.. Den dreng havde ingen ide om hvad han lavede overhovedet.. Det der... Det gjorde det jo ikke nemmere.. Han lagde hovedet bagover igen og lukkede øjnene. Han bed sig let i læben... "Du gør det ikke nemmere Ray....." han kiggede op på ham igen, han havde ret svært ved at kontrollere de følelser der løb igennem ham... "Kan du huske hvad jeg sagde før.. Jeg har lyst til at gøre de ting ved dig.." han lod sine hænder ryge ned på siden af Rays hofter og langsomt op under blusen.. Hans stemme blev mere forførende og blidt.. "Jeg har lyst til at gøre det nu, og jeg kæmper en kamp med mig selv for ikke at gøre det, fordi du så uskyldig.. Men du gør det ikke nemmere.." han hænder nåede hans skuldreblade og med et hurtigt tryg fik han Ray tættere på sig og kiggede ham direkte i øjnene, han holdt dog ikke fast i ham, Ray kunne komme fri hvis han ville.

Ray blev overrasket over hvad Jayce gjorder og til og starte med stivnede han stort set helt.. Han lod hovedet falde ned på Jayce's brystkasse og tog nogle dybe vejrtrækninger før han flyttede hovedet igen og en smule forsigtigt lod sine hænder glide op ad Jayce's brystkasse.. "Vil du stoppe når jeg siger stop?" Ray kikkede en smule tøven på Jayce imens han bed sig i sin underlæbe..

Jayce var lidt overrasket over Rays reaktion.. Ikke at han stivnede, eller at han lagde sig på den måde. Men det spørgsmål.. Det havde han ikke set komme.. Ohh og den læbe igen.. Han lagde sin tommelfinger på hans underlæbe og hev den blidt fri og smilede sødt "Altid... Har jeg sagt.. Hvorfor tror du jeg slås så meget med ikke at gøre noget? Jeg har ikke lyst til at krydse din grænse" han smilede sødt og gav ham et blidt kys på næsen.. Han udstrålede mere ro end han egentlig havde lige nu.. Det kom vist af mange års træning.

Ray lidt nervøs prøvede ikke at bide sig i underlæben igen.. Til sidst bukkede han hovedet tættere på Jayce's og kyssede ham på munden.. Han håbede på at Jayce fattede hvad Ray ikke selv kunne sige til ham.. Ray lod sine hænder glider op til jayce's skulder og nakke og lod dem blive der..

Jayce smilede først i kysset og lukkede så sine øjne. Han lod sine hænder glide langsomt ned over Rays ryg, og nussede ham blidt på lænden.. Han lod sine fingerspidser kører blidt henover den bare hud. Han havde sørget for at t-shirten lå lidt oppe så den ikke var i vejen.. Imens kørte han blidt sin tunge henover Rays læber for at skille dem ad.

Ray åbnede sin mund en smule tøvende men satte sine knæ i madrassen så han lænede indover Jayce i stedet for at ligge på ham.. Han mærkede Jayce's hænder på sin ryg og gav en lille lyd fra sig, det føltes godt..

Den lille lyd og den lille åbning i Rays mund var alt bevis Jayce havde brug for lige nu for at vide han ikke gjorde noget han ikke ville have.. Han flyttede hænderne til siden af Ray og fik dem svinget rundt så Ray lå nederst. Hans ene ben var imellem Rays og det andet ved siden af. Han mund var stadig imod hans, men nu havde hans tunge fundet vej til Rays. Han lod den blidt kører rundt og kørte den ene hånd op af maven og brystkassen på Ray imens han støttede sig til sengen med den anden så han lå lidt over Ray..
Han kyssede ham ned af kinden og ned på halsen imens han lod sit lår ramme en smule ind imod Rays underliv. Lige nu kørte han kun på instinkt. Han tænkte ikke over hvad han gjorde, han gjorde bare hvad han følte for. Han var dog hele tiden opmærksom på hvordan Ray reagerede

Ray gave a little moan and on pure instinct pressed his lower body against Jayce's leg.. Ray had by the time Jayce's tongue moved into Ray's own mouth let his mind slip and just moved on what his body said to him.. He moved his head to the side to give Jayce more room and gave a weak moan when he felt Jayce move over a tender spot on his neck..

Jayce felt Ray pushing himself against him which made him moan a bit. He couldnt help it. the feeling of Ray against his body, like this.. It was almost to much to handle.. He gentle bit the neck on the spot Ray reacted on and under the shirt he found his nipple. He letted his finger move gentle over and then squized it a little between his fingers before he again started to move his fingertips slowly over Rays upper body.
He kissed him up the neck up to the tip of his ear which he sucked and bit. His breathing had become harder and faster at this point

Ray panting a bit ached his hole body up against Jayce when he pinched his nipples.. Ray didn't know that he could feel like this and he wasn't sure what is was beside that it felt good.. a small moan came from Ray when Jayce bit on his ear "Good..." a small sound came from Ray in the middle of his panting for breath his lower body moved against Jayce's again wanting something just not knowing what..

Jayce smiled a bit. Ohh that twist and reaction he knew it all to well.. He sat up a bit but only to take the shirt off Ray, he then placed himself as he was before, only this time his leg pushed more against Rays lower parts, and he started to kiss him on the chest.. He found a nipple and sucked a bit hard on it before he gently blew on it.

Ray ached his back and gave a low moan his hands going up Jayce's back.. His hips moved against the leg there was pressed up against his lower body and he kept coming with small sounds every time he felt a shiver go up his body from his lower body hitting the leg..

Jayce was wondering if he should stop, but he trusted that Ray would say stop. Besides.. He didnt show any signs about not liking it, in fact it was the opposite. He pushed his own lower body a bit more against Ray, and ignored completly the fact that Ray probally could feel how turned on he was. He didnt care. He heart was racing and all in his body was craving for Ray... He moved his free hand up against Rays naked skin on the body while he started to lick and bite the other nipple... He couldnt get enough, he loved the reactions he got from Ray.. Every single one of them

Ray Pressed his upper body against Jayce and moaned feeling like his body was burning he panted trying in wain to get all the air he needed.. He opened his eyes that he didn't even know he had closed and moved his hand on Jayce's shoulder and gave a weak push.. It had to stop now while he had at least a little sense in his mind left "Enough.." it was weak said but he hoped that Jayce understood even thought he panted for air..

Jayce felt the little push on his shoulder and he heard that word clearly without a doubt.. He stopped instantly and moved himself up a little from Ray.. he was still very close to him but he barly touched him. He was gasping a bit for air himself, and his cheeks havde gone a little red.. His blood was boiling and it wasent easy for him to stop, he longed for him. But non the less he did it without hesitation... He smiled at Ray and kissed him on the cheek before he whisperd to him in his ear "deep breaths Ray... Calm and easy"

Ray shivered and was shaking a bit but it was not from cold he was so hot he felt like he was burning.. He tried to do what Jayce said and the shivering stopped but he was still shaking and feeling way to hot... "To hot.." He opened his eyes and looked at Jayce with a dazed look in his eyes.. Ray's breath was still a bit heavy but it was better then before..

Jayce smiled and gave him a swift kiss... "Yeah.. I know the feeling..." he stood up and opend a window.. Hes breathing was already much calmer.. He went to the bathroom and came back with a glass of water. He sat down next to Ray and offerd it to him.. "here.. it will help you cool down a bit" he send him a calm warm smile

Ray sat up and looked at Jayce with a small smile while he took the glass "Thank you.." He drank about half the glass before he gave it to Jayce again taking some deep breath trying to get his body to stop shaking and finally getting it to stop.. "Why was I so hot? It felt like my skin was on fire but I enjoyed what you were doing.. So I don't understand.." Ray blushed a little bit at what he was saying but still looked at Jayce..

Jayce took the glass and drank the rest of the water. He placed it on his night stand before he turned to Ray to answer him.. "Because you liked it and it turned you on.. just as it did to me.." he smiled.. "I can still feel it in my body, and I will for a while still.." he breathed calmly a couple of times.. "I know this is a weird question.. but did you never play with yourself in any way like that?" he looked at him patiently waiting for him to answer

Ray scratched at his neck a bit while looking down.. He wasn't sure if what he was about to say was wrong or just a parent thing.. "No I didn't.. My dad said that is was wrong and that you should save yourself for the right person.. I never believed in the same thing as my dad but at some point I guess it stuck in my head that it was wrong to do it yourself.. And I never really understood why my body did what it did and dad would talk with me about it.." Ray looked up at Jayce again with a small smile...

Jayce looked a him a bit surprised.. Okay that answer he wansnt prepared to.. He nervously scratched his back head.. "Ohh yeah.. I guess we start at the basis then.." he sighed, he was NOT good at this.. He smiled at Ray.. "When your body gets hot like that, and twist under my touch in such a way its because it turns you on and you like it.. Im sure you also felt what happend to me, and yourself" he smiled a little. He couldnt help but notice it against his leg.. "Its normal, if your turned on.. nothing to be scared off or worried about... your body will also be all sensitive right now, so If I touch you the slightest you will feel it even more as will I.." he sat for a while thinking and then he looked at him again.. "Let me give you this offer.. you can do what you feel like to me.. I wont hold back my reaction.. maybei it would help you understand... Normally you learn by playing with yourself, but Im not sure you want that or?" he looked at him with a smile on his lips

Ray didn't really know if he wanted to try things on Jayce that Jayce himself had done to him.. Ray sad looking at Jayce turning things over in his head before finally opening his mouth and spoke "So I have to touch myself the way you touched me?" Ray was not sure if he was ready to touch Jayce that way completely right now. But he wanted to know what way you normally touched yourself... "I'm not sure about what way you normally touch yourself.." Ray blushed very much ones again and looked down on the bed..

Jayce just keept his calm smile on his lips... "Kinda... you touch yourself in a way you find fitting, what you think you might like... And explorer like that... and then when you feel like it, you can expand and touch more intimit places.. But in the end its up to you how you do it and when." he got up and stretched... "My offer stands... Even if you deside you want to try in a week or a month.." he smiled and walked to the closet, and took out a t-shirt

Ray nodded with his head "Okay I will remember that and try when I feel more comfy with things.." A little smile was on his lips and the blush was still there but not so strong anymore.. He picked up his t-shirt and took it on again but stayed on the bed.. "Ehm Jayce.. Should I move from the bed or can I stay in it with you?" he looked at Jayce maybe with a little confusing and scared look that he might do something wrong by staying or by leaving the bed..